Speak for herself...

You know what it feels to have a friend, a friend you thought you knew, stab you in the back? I mean, all of us experienced this at least once in our lives. To all those who didn't, lucky you. Because there's nothing like hearing from someone else that you're friend had been calling you names, mocking you, ridiculing you, behind your back to ruin a perfectly good day from the start.

It all started with me and my friend, Callie, chatting about how she has this dillema and stuff when she told me she heard my former friend, Girl #1, was talking behind her back. She said Girl#1 called her a Faker, social-climber and a lost cause. I thought, What the Fuck??? Speak for herself. From all perspectives, Girl#1's the social climber, clinging to rich students, forcing herself into their circle, then acting the self-righteous bitch that she was.

Then Callie told me she's talking about all of our friends behind their backs. I mean, this girl has no sense of loyalty whatsoever. Calling some a weirdo, a freak, and a druggie. She has no right to say those things because for one thing, they--we--were her blockmates, we were together for two semesters, and she never even talks to most of the people in our block.

Calling me a freak is one thing, calling my friend names...she has no right. She doesn't even see her anymore and more importantly, don't know my friend very well enough to call her that. When I first heard about that, I really, REALLY, wanted to get right in her face and demand that she take back those words before I rip her hair out and mess up that anorexic toothpick figure of hers.

Before she go spouting bullshit about people, she should really know that person first. It not only hurts that person, but also ruins a person's image in the eyes of other people. Hence, ruining a nice life in college.

Grrr.. Thinking about her makes me want to...

The plastic-toothpick bitch... >:(

Exams...BRING IT ON!!!

Midterm week!!!

The time comes again when I have to shove all that I will read in my head and hope that it doesn't burst  out leaving me empty of vital info. Especially during the test.

Sleepless night...energy drinks...lots and LOTS of coffee...and too many junk food to count...

Here we go again. Only this time, the daunting majors are leading the enemy front line.

Its not only just me battling against them. Armed to the teeth with study techs and an array of caffeinated food, my fellow friends and I will battle it out to the fullest. The stakes are high this term, with too many to lose looming ahead.



This is just the stress talking. Haven't got any sleep last night. Worse part is, that whole night, I only got half of the work done. Don't know why, but nothing stuck when I tried to shove all of it into my slightly-cloudy brain. I tried coffee, candy even soda... Nothing worked. I still knocked out.

First subject was Phil. It isn't even a major yet its like a bar exam. Its like you have to memorize the whole book in order to answer all correctly. I mean, I tried, really I did but there are still point where  guessed because it wasn't even...Anyway, the worst of the bunch is yet to come. In the form of an oral speech/exam actually. Apart from that, another very hard(although some of my friends wouldn't say that) subject that I HAVE to really stay awake for.


*sigh* Good luck to me. And to those who know what I'm feeling right now.. hope you have a better day than mine. Good luck to you all. (Well, I'll be needing it. Definitely)

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A little humor to brighten the day. >@<

Whew..Close call..

I thought today was another boring, routine day...that all that would happen was that: attend classes, take notes that kind of stuff with the few occasional surprises..

Man, was I wrong.

On my way home, minding my own business, reading a text from my phone while waiting for a ride, when suddenly a grabs my phone from behind and shout that I should give it up and that he'll shoot me. What happens next will be either stupid or brave by anyone's view. 

Without thinking, adrenaline pumping, instincts took over. A tug of war commenced, both of us grabbing my phone, struggling. I was riding in the vehicle so I was able to lie down on the leather seat, push my leg through the window and started using his face as target practice. Sadly he got off without a scratch--well, except for a few scratches from my braces when I tried to bite him. But a definite win for me in this round because I have a suspicion that that guy will remember the girl he lost to. 

I know it was a dangerous situation from the start, that may things could go wrong. 1, he may have a knife and I could have been stabbed; which from the start I know he didn't because he used both hands in the struggle and when he told me that he'll kill me, I felt the end of the "gun" dig in my neck--I realized then that it was just his fingers--some gun. And 2, his accomplice might've helped his partner. Thank my lucky stars that didn't happen. 

And, I just realized this two hours after, that the driver may have been in one it. Because 1, he didn't drive like hell when he realized that there was a robbery happening in his vehicle and 2, when I remember he said that there were many of his passengers who got there phone stolen and I was the first one who got away. That sneaky bastard. He might've fooled the other passengers, but not me.

I was a bit shaken, I'm sorry to admit, but what happened today served as a lesson. That it could happen to anybody & I'd be better prepared for things like this. That's why I'll be starting  taking Krav Maga lessons soon & taking precautions

Hey, a girl can't be too careful. Right? ^.^

Bright Sunshine ^@^

Here's my entry for Julie Kagawa's Contest:

My name's Poppy and I'm Summer fey from the Seelie Court. 

I'm not rooting for anyone 'cause I'm totally torn between two cute, awesome guys. 

Seelie(hot, spontaneous, and unpredictable) or Unseelie(cool(literally), hot and a bad-boy material). Seriously, I can't choose!!!


So happy I could enter this contest. Even though it was tiring and working most of the time, it was so worth it!!
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here's the link:
http://juliekagawa.blogspot.com/2012/10/october-contest-calling-all-fey.html