Its Summer!!!

The beach. The sun. And entire days of fun.

After months of being trapped in school and buried in homework and pop quizzes, finally the time has come to let loose and relax. With nothing to do for a few weeks, we make every minute count and spend it by having tons of fun.

But for some of us, who're currently in college and on tri-sem schedule, it'll be only a few days to spend summer. And with the last few days of school work, your professors would cram the last activities on the remaining days before summer break. Damn those moments when you got your presentation ready and all organized when the stupid ancient and effin computer would ruin all your hard work and carefully laid plans.

That would make what started to be a great day into a somewhat sucky one. The weather today matched my mood; gloomy, rainy and freaking miserable. Rage and having the feeling of the unfairness of the situation bubble up inside me. I would've usually spent it eating my rage and resentment away, but the day turned out for the better.

And for that, I thank you, my friends(you know who you are :P ) with my deepest gratitude. Without your guys' presence and good humor, I would've been still stewing in my emotions. I hate you guys for having an early summer than I am and had rubbed it in my face. You guys are forgiven. To an extent.

To sum up my day, like I said before, it started okay, proceeded with increasingly depressing moments and then there was the climax(which was the ultimate dismal instant) and concluding with smiles, laughs and the fading memory of the previous bitterness.

Some guys have the luck..

When faced with women's needs and necessary habits, some guys go green. I don't know if they're uncomfortable with the subject or just disgusted. Anyway, when I say that some guys have all the luck, I meant in a general way.

Guys who're comfortable with themselves, confident and sure of himself, nothing fazes them. Nothing gets in the way of what they want when they have their target in their sights. And there are guys who think of sex, sex and nothing BUT sex. Like this guy I know. His mind is so DURTY:), I bet he surfs the porn sites every day and all night. Some women are that way too, don't get me wrong but its not bad for a woman to be that way. Maybe their sex drives are rusty or they haven't been getting any or some action in a while.

Hey its your own sexuality. Anyway, guys are lucky coz in terms of birth control, they just use condoms while women use a bucket full of contraceptives like pills, diaphragm, and injections. And when the woman gets pregnant, who gets the fallout?

I just think its unfair, that's all.

Hard times in life

Its kind of hard to say things that you know you shouldn't say. If its for the sake of others, you'd try to keep your shut. That deep, nasty secret your keeping, it will eat you up inside, nag at you and be always there to remind you at the most unexpected times.

But then, that's what friend's are for, right?

Take for example of a situation where your bestfriend was cheating on your other bf's boyfriend and you found out, would you keep it from the other bf and act like you never saw or know anything about it? Or would you confront that bestfriend, risk your friendship, because you know its wrong and you know your bestfriend better than that. But what if you never really knew her? What if after a small period of separation between the two of you would suddenly make you realize that she isn't the same person you knew before?

I know that some people are braver, more outspoken and have more guts to do the right thing and confront that friend. Lucky are those who are and have already done those deeds. But what about the weak? Those people who don't have it in the, and naive and selfless that they would turn the other way to keep things between them the same as always.

Life sucks sometimes. There are the easy parts where it makes life a paradise; and there are the hard parts that make it bearable but sometimes hard to take in. Should you be given a choice, would you choose an easy life, where everything is predictable, safe and black & white or would you rather choose life with easy and hard parts that sometimes makes it unbearable but also worth living in? You choose, becasue I'm having a hrad time making up my mind. :)

Hunger games rock!!!

Today was the grand premiere of the "Hunger Games" movie here. So excited I was. My friends and I went to MOA to watch it. One of my friends were so excited, she said her mind wasn't on the quiz that morning because she so really wanted to watch the movie and anticipated badly for days.

Before watching the movie, I never had the chance to read the book. Now that I did, I suddenly became eager to read the whole series. Katniss was an awesome character. She's got a facet of personalities. One moment, you see she's tough, arrogant and the next she's compassionate and innocent. She has honor and really deserved to win.

The only downside to the movie was the guy she ended up with. Peter doesn't look half much as hot as Gale. Gale is so much deserving of Katniss since they'd been both long time friends and they suit each other really well. And Gale is ten, no a hundred, no a million times hotter than Peter who by the way was the guy from the movie Zathura.

My friends said that Katniss and Gale eventually end up together at the final book. Can't wait to start on the series. :)


By the way, the way people dress in the Capitol is way weird. Especially this woman. :P

stupid chances

It was a free day for me. Having a lot of time to do nothing, having no worries for the time being, I read manga for a while in the computer lab one afternoon. "Clockwork" was a great manga; it was about a young guy from the navy coming back to Japan after years serving in Annapolis. This manga was Action, Adventure, Comedy, Fantasy, Historical and Shounen. In the case of unfortunate circumstance, while I was reading, an image of an ecchi scene popped up. And me being in a public set up, well I only found out later that someone really saw what I saw. When I tried to log in to the system, it completely blocked the website where I was reading it from. It was like a really dark cloud darkened my day. (to those who read manga, you'll understand the other words.)